I'm hopeless,
wandering through corridors
I've already wandered,
and thinking of changes
I've already pondered,
Hoping that maybe,
this time, the outcome would be different.
That I would not find myself,
trapped at a dead end,
that you'd give your heart to me,
and my own would mend.
But I've nothing left to give,
my insides left bare,
if it is not me you need,
Please, my heart do spare.
Don't tell me things you don't mean,
things you do not feel,
despite what you may have thought,
my heart is not steal
No longer will I wander,
through corridors I know,
love me completely,
or completely let me go.
Why can I not let go,
of something that was never there?
Why do I feel such pain,
like my heart were left completely bare?
I feel I have nothing to hold on to,
nothing to keep me from falling.
This heart-breaking pain is never ending,
like time was forever stalling.
I crave the warmth of your arms,
the sweetness of your kiss,
but no longer are these mine,
and that I dearly miss.
I helplessly watched,
as you continually pulled away,
but now I know,
that I can never make you stay.
My heart has bled too much,
my insides torn apart,
my cheeks are stained with tears,
yet this to you I impart:
You were my first,
and I will
Some dreams are lost to us
Blown by the winds
Of harsh reality,
Yet it is faith
That pulls us through.
Our hearts can be broken
Torn by rough hands
Of lies and carelessness,
Yet it is compassion
That heals the wound.
The world can weaken
Shaken by pain
Of hate and ignorance,
Yet it is love
That keeps us standing.
Although Pandora's box was great
I am filled with joy
For I know
That my blessing are even greater.
This entanglement,
Is more than I can bear
I don't want to feel this,
And yet,
I want to feel something.
Where exists,
A place to hide,
From who I am?
Where exists,
A place to hide,
From what's within?
I need to escape,
If only for a moment,
I need to feel the ocean breeze,
I need to know who I am.
It's an endless road,
Going nowhere,
I don't know where to go,
Or if it is even possible,
To return home.
I don't understand,
but maybe I would,
if only I could think,
If only I could breath.
But I keep moving anyways,
For fear of silence.
A moment in time,
so beautiful and sweet,
you reach for my hand,
and my heart skips a beat.
You flash that smile,
that I can't help but love,
if only you knew,
how often you're thought of.
You pull me closer,
and wrap me in your arms,
I must be honest,
I'm helpless to your charms.
I stare up at you,
into your eyes deep blue,
if words could express,
how deeply I love you.
You lean into me,
whispering words so sweet,
your lips are on mine,
and my heart feels complete.
When I am near you,
my heart just seems to melt,
as it sings with joy,
of love I've never felt.
~peppermint981
I Fear What Will Remain by peppermint981, literature
Literature
I Fear What Will Remain
I fear what will remain,
after my walls have crumbled,
and my skin has been pealed away.
I fear what will remain,
after my heart is exposed,
and all my dreams and fears you see.
I fear what will remian,
after you see within me,
and you know who I truely am.
Will you still love me,
for all and everything,
when all that remains is my heart?
Without you,
the midnight sky
just is not as bright.
My beating heart,
just is not as light.
I'm needing you more,
with each passing day,
and to be honest,
I've never felt this way.
You are so very sweet,
your heart is so true,
you treat me so well,
I love this in you!
I am greatly blessed,
for you fill me with bliss,
nothing compares,
to your sweet, sweet kiss.
I love your smile,
and your eyes deep blue,
but most of all,
Baby I love you!
Please don't speak,
of how it'll be better.
Please don't tell me,
of how it'll just take time.
All I need,
is for you to hold me,
kiss me slowly,
and let me cry.
No words exsist,
that could make me feel better.
No wish to be said,
that would make it all disappear.
All I need,
is for you to hold me,
kiss me slowly,
and let me cry.
This is all I ask,
this all I need.
Sweet love of mine,
please wrap me in your arms,
and let this pain,
be washed away.
I need no words to comfort me,
I just need you to hold me.
You told me that you loved me,
you told me that you cared.
I believed every word,
and my heart with you I shared.
You took away everything,
that I was able to give.
And now I'm left empty,
no energy left to live.
My love for you was different,
but now I'm seeing clear.
You never really loved me,
you never held me dear.
I was just a girl to you,
that you could keep taking from.
But I thought that I could change this,
and now I know that I was dumb.
No matter how many tears,
run down my red-stained cheeks,
filling up this hole,
is going to take more than weeks.
I'm empty in my broken heart,
for my love is deeply torn,
bu
On cold nights like these,
I have no one to ease,
this chilled winter breeze,
this cold, lonely freeze.
Bare branches bend,
to the midnight wind.
The half-shaped moon lies,
in it's dark, hazy skies.
Dreaming of the day,
when I'll be able to say,
Winter no longer resides,
in my lonely heart insides.
Pure white flakes,
fall on frozen lakes.
Everything in sight,
turns to a powdered white.
But the winter chill,
is not enough to fill,
the lonely feeling that's been,
for me, so long deep within.
On cold nights like these,
I have no one to ease,
this chilled winter breeze,
this cold, lonely freeze.
When the pain becomes so thick,
it fogs the road ahead.
When your heart becomes so crushed,
its strength feels mostly dead.
Take the hand of hope,
and hold on.
When the endlessly flowing tears,
will not heal the scars within.
When you surely begin to fear,
You will never mend.
Take the hand of faith,
And hold on.
When the road you're traveling,
feels mostly barren and cold.
When your heart is crumbling,
and there's no one left to hold.,
Take the hand of prayer
and hold on.
When the light ahead is fading,
and you fear you will lose your way.
When the dark is so suffocating,
Its hard to get through the day.
Take the hand
My heart aches within,
to see you one last time.
To hold you in my arms,
and tell you that I loved you.
Why have you left me,
to go through this life alone?
When will my heart stop,
crying out for you?
I crave your soft touch,
to feel your breath against me.
The words you'd whisper to me,
as you held me close.
A piece of my heart,
Will always belong to you.
No matter where I travel,
or who I may meet.
You may not be here,
to heal my aching heart.
But baby you're my love,
and that will never change.
How do I put into words
the feelings I feel
when you are near me
and I am wrapped in your arms?
How do I describe to you
the longing I feel
when you are not close
and I crave to hear your voice?
How do I express to you
the quick rush I feel
when you kiss me soft
and all I can see is you?
How do I explain to you
the comfort I feel
when my day is bad
and I know you truely care
How do I honestly show you
the extent I'd go
to make you happy
and make your day worth wild?
How do I put into words
the feelings I feel?
My heart is forever yours
for I believe I love you.
My heart hurts so much,
to know that I can't reach you.
What is wrong with me,
what is it that you don't see?
I'd give up my happiness,
to make your day seem bright.
But no matter what I say,
you seem to pull away.
I want to be there for you,
just ask me anything.
I'd listen to your fears,
I'd kiss away your tears.
Why won't you talk to me,
let me view you from inside?
Instead of seeing your heart,
I'm left wondering in the dark.
I can't keep holding on,
when there's nothing left to grasp.
For though I'm ever yearning,
deep within I'm greatly hurting.
Goodbye sweet love,
until that day,
when we are meant to be.
Wait for me,
sweet love,
till the approaching of the night.
I will come to you,
oh love,
in the mystic world of dreams.
I'll wrap you in the stars,
cover you with roses.
Hold you in my arms,
and give to you my heart.
Why must this moment,
slip so quiclkly away?
So long I've waited for you,
but time won't let me stay.
Kiss me gently, my love,
for the clock is ever ticking.
Pull me closer, oh love,
for soon I will be taken.
The dawn is approaching,
and this world I must leave.
But I will always think of you,
till another dream.
Wait for me,
sweet love,
till the approaching of the night.
I will come to you,
oh love,
in
Its days like these,
when the walls are crumbling,
when the dark is smothering,
when the pains deep cutting,
that I pray.
Sometimes I wish,
that I couldn't feel,
that it wasn't real,
that my heart would heal,
and so I pray.
When will it be,
that I cry no more tears,
that I have no more fears,
that somebody hears,
Oh God, hear me now.
How could anybody doubt,
the existence of God?
When in front of them,
lies the beauty of his creation.
Wind swept beaches,
touched by the rolling waves.
An ocean sailed by many,
their past hidden beneath its depths.
A portriat of colors,
brushed across the sky.
Peace never experianced,
expressed through the eyes.
Breath-taking in all its beauty,
as the soft sea air blows.
My soul's haven,
my hearts key.
A wirlwind of emotion,
tears cleansing the pain.
Trapped in a ragging storm,
that I cannot escape.
No sanctuary left,
to sheild the bleeding heart.
I feel lost in this darkness,
completly blinded by rain.
Where can one go,
to hide from this wind?
When all of this storm,
comes from within?
On cold nights like these,
I have no one to ease,
this chilled winter breeze,
this cold, lonely freeze.
Bare branches bend,
to the midnight wind.
The half-shaped moon lies,
in it's dark, hazy skies.
Dreaming of the day,
when I'll be able to say,
Winter no longer resides,
in my lonely heart insides.
Pure white flakes,
fall on frozen lakes.
Everything in sight,
turns to a powdered white.
But the winter chill,
is not enough to fill,
the lonely feeling that's been,
for me, so long deep within.
On cold nights like these,
I have no one to ease,
this chilled winter breeze,
this cold, lonely freeze.
You told me that you loved me,
you told me that you cared.
I believed every word,
and my heart with you I shared.
You took away everything,
that I was able to give.
And now I'm left empty,
no energy left to live.
My love for you was different,
but now I'm seeing clear.
You never really loved me,
you never held me dear.
I was just a girl to you,
that you could keep taking from.
But I thought that I could change this,
and now I know that I was dumb.
No matter how many tears,
run down my red-stained cheeks,
filling up this hole,
is going to take more than weeks.
I'm empty in my broken heart,
for my love is deeply torn,
bu
Under gentle guise of clouded night,
feel the Sacred burning bright;
wither stars while fortune fades,
dawn is breaking a bloodless day.
Encamp in ruins from ancient time,
brush against the mossy grime,
fill this castle once again,
rising to our darkest sin.
Duality battles, a fateful foe
bringing us to balanced pose;
light the match to spark the flame,
casting light on covered shame.
Drink with vigor while they drought,
we'll lap this peace with hungry mouths,
when famine ends, they'll hunt again,
Savor lost pleasure while you can.
You Don't Even Know My Name by tiger-eyes, literature
Literature
You Don't Even Know My Name
A touch that wasn't real
lays softly on my cheek.
Like angel wings its there
but gone once I awake.
I remember, the look in your eyes
soft and gentle, wanton and bright.
You had wakened from a sweet dream
and turned to see my face, a smile growing.
I talked, you didn't, not a word
just the simple smile that hushed my lips.
A hand gently stroked my face
down my arm and to my hand.
You took my hand, laid it on your form
Warm, ever warm you felt.
I still remember, it won't depart
Still there deep deep in my heart.
Now I'm awake, you're not here
I see you now and then.
But you really don't care, here in the real world
you don't
Still waiting to find out
what it's all for, why?
When I come
to the corner
of a busy street
there's always
the thought
"I could just keep on walking"
keep on walking,
so I keep on writing.
Using my hands,
not my feet.
Using my dreams,
not my thoughts.
Awake my loved one
my beauty of all
winter is dormant
spring has called
The winter is past
spring is alive
the coldness is gone
our feelings will thrive
Your beauty has grown
making doves coo
beasts will calm
at the sight of you
The Trees have awaken
the vines in bloom
your intriguing image
all around consume
You have blossomed
how delicious you smell
how indescribable you are
no word can tell.
Your bittersweet presence,
callously stirring up forgotten memories
as if it were a gentle breeze,
ruffling my hair.
Your kiss as gentle and sweet as succulent honey,
delicious to the taste
devouring, searching, possessing.
Your hands caressing my body,
playing softly over it
as a musician loves his instrument,
fine tuning and discovering its every secret.
Your child-like face surrounded by a glorious halo,
lit as if by the very touch of Dawn herself.
just as the sun spills like wine over dewy grass,
staining it with golden riches belonging only to kings,
She makes her voyage into the day,
chastely driven by Apollo's lus
She's trapped away to their delight,
locked away, extinguished light
Society's condemning smiles
waiting with their hidden fangs
reaching out to engage their hate
of all who are not alike.
Now she sleeps, covered by her dreams
shut away by their lies,
her world glowing white around her
gloried in her tranquilized fate
their perfect sleeping beauty.
She dared to be different
attracting their animosity
glaring at her as she walked by
liquid mercury hides her light
they called her insane
Now she sleeps, covered by her dreams
shut away by their lies,
her world glowing white around her
gloried in her tranquilized fate
their per
I returned to a place that I knew well
and on my journey, I stopped for a spell,
at a temple I loved, that had once thrived
but its riches were plundered,
and its splendor has died.
Where once grandeur was unsurpassed,
and flourishing gardens
held well-trodden paths
a raven beauty walked the night
free to dream of promised life,
but destruction fell apon this place
its glories fading, soon erased.
Dreams have fallen
and love is gone,
she wastes away
while the night is young.
Dancing dead dreams by the night's ghostly pallor,
she twirls and spins
in her envisioned high tower.
She waits for a savior
but none shall appear,
. Shadows trod upon ground obscure
Steady paces placed on uncertainty
Chance and fate a guiding force
For the shadows lost in this forest
Existing in days of sleep
And nights of wakefulness
They hide when exposed, being left unseen
But then in the hour of their element
Feel vulnerable in body when their soul is free
To come alive and adjoined
To oneself; No longer to mimic
The object of longing and fear;
Soft music spills gently from the room across the hall,
mingled with the hum of the air conditioner,
drowning out the memories of the morning
screaming through the silence.
The war-torn inhabitants of this battleground
each fighting for their own survival,
rest now in their separate stations,
suiting up for the next untimely war,
never on the verge of peace.
The latest battle field scrubbed sparkling clean,
no trace of the latest bloodshed.
But no matter how white-washed
this place still contains it's old scars,
come back to taunt us in the darkest hours of the morning,
as we sleep in sunshine dreams,
to be woken by the cu
I'm hopeless,
wandering through corridors
I've already wandered,
and thinking of changes
I've already pondered,
Hoping that maybe,
this time, the outcome would be different.
That I would not find myself,
trapped at a dead end,
that you'd give your heart to me,
and my own would mend.
But I've nothing left to give,
my insides left bare,
if it is not me you need,
Please, my heart do spare.
Don't tell me things you don't mean,
things you do not feel,
despite what you may have thought,
my heart is not steal
No longer will I wander,
through corridors I know,
love me completely,
or completely let me go.
Current Residence: US Favourite genre of music: Everything and Anything Operating System: windows xp Wallpaper of choice: Scenery Favourite cartoon character: winnie the pooh-hello kitty Personal Quote: Follow your heart---hard work pays off later, procrastination pays off now!!!
I'm going away for awhile...I don't know when I'll be back. You guys are always in my heart. Keep being the talented people you are!
~peppermint981
Whew! I think I've finally gotten through all my messages...at least for today! I think I got to all of them, but if there is one poem in particular that I missed and you want me to comment on, please please leave the name of it here. :)
So let me know what all of you've been up to! How's summer going? The beginning of my summer was a nightmare, but I think it's gotten much better.
I broke up with my boyfriend in May, but he kept calling me and saying all these sweet things. Despite the fact that he had already told me he didn't know what he wanted and that he probably wasn't looking for the relationship that I was. Gosh, I
I just want to apoligize for being so slow to commenting on everyone's pieces. I know I've always been slow, but just want you to know that I will read them!! If there is one or two pieces in paticular you would like me to read, post it and I'll surely read those first! Sorry again, thank's for being so patient! :hug: :hug: :hug:
Thank you everyone who commented on my new poem. I hope to be submitting more soon! You guys are wonderful! :hug: :hug:
hi how are you doing? I've been away so long, and I just thought I'd stop by, and I saw your note. Sorry I've been gone so long! Life's been busy, and on top of that I've moved. Hopefully when the computer gets plugged up again, I'll come back. hope you're doing well!